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Sudden Emptiness
𝙸’𝚖 𝚝𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝙸 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚊𝚜𝚌𝚎𝚛𝚝𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸’𝚖 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚑𝚢 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚖 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚞𝚗𝚠𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸 𝚜𝚝𝚞𝚖𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚞𝚙𝚘𝚗 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎. 𝚆𝚑𝚎𝚗...
Sudden Emptiness
𝙸’𝚖 𝚝𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝙸 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚊𝚜𝚌𝚎𝚛𝚝𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸’𝚖 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚑𝚢 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚖 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚞𝚗𝚠𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸 𝚜𝚝𝚞𝚖𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚞𝚙𝚘𝚗 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎. 𝚆𝚑𝚎𝚗...
Cryptic Void
𝙼𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚔𝚗𝚎𝚠 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚘 𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚝𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚎𝚖𝚙𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚊𝚝𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍. 𝚆𝚑𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚎𝚕𝚝 “𝚎𝚖𝚙𝚝𝚢”, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚎𝚏𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚕𝚢 𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚐𝚗𝚒𝚣𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚑𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚝...
Cryptic Void
𝙼𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚔𝚗𝚎𝚠 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚘 𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚝𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚎𝚖𝚙𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚊𝚝𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍. 𝚆𝚑𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚎𝚕𝚝 “𝚎𝚖𝚙𝚝𝚢”, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚎𝚏𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚕𝚢 𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚐𝚗𝚒𝚣𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚑𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚝...
Days Of Ugly
𝙾𝚗𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚘𝚔𝚎 𝚞𝚙 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚞𝚗𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚖𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚞𝚐𝚕𝚢 𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚘𝚞𝚝. 𝙸𝚝’𝚜 𝚊 𝚏𝚞𝚗𝚗𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚊𝚋𝚛𝚞𝚙𝚝𝚕𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚜𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛. 𝙽𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝...
Days Of Ugly
𝙾𝚗𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚘𝚔𝚎 𝚞𝚙 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚞𝚗𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚖𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚞𝚐𝚕𝚢 𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚘𝚞𝚝. 𝙸𝚝’𝚜 𝚊 𝚏𝚞𝚗𝚗𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚊𝚋𝚛𝚞𝚙𝚝𝚕𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚜𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛. 𝙽𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝...
Wild Creation
𝚆𝚑𝚢 𝚊𝚖 𝙸 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎? 𝚆𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚎𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚙𝚞𝚛𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚢 𝚓𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚎𝚢? 𝙰 𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚜𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚒𝚗𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚢. 𝙰𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚐𝚛𝚘𝚠, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚙𝚘𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍...
Wild Creation
𝚆𝚑𝚢 𝚊𝚖 𝙸 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎? 𝚆𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚎𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚙𝚞𝚛𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚢 𝚓𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚎𝚢? 𝙰 𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚜𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚒𝚗𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚢. 𝙰𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚐𝚛𝚘𝚠, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚙𝚘𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍...
Extraordinary Place
𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚐𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚊 𝚌𝚎𝚛𝚝𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚙𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍. 𝚆𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚐𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚑𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚒𝚖𝚊𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎, 𝚢𝚘𝚞...
Extraordinary Place
𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚐𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚊 𝚌𝚎𝚛𝚝𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚙𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍. 𝚆𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚐𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚑𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚒𝚖𝚊𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎, 𝚢𝚘𝚞...
Disastrous Desires
𝙰𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝙸 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚛𝚘𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚒𝚖𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚕𝚢 𝚊𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚞𝚋𝚕𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚝𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚒𝚛𝚌𝚕𝚎 𝚜𝚔𝚢-𝚑𝚒𝚐𝚑 𝚋𝚞𝚒𝚕𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜, 𝚖𝚢 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚍 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚋𝚎 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚕𝚎 𝚋𝚞𝚒𝚕𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚊𝚙𝚜𝚎𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚎...
Disastrous Desires
𝙰𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝙸 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚛𝚘𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚒𝚖𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚕𝚢 𝚊𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚞𝚋𝚕𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚝𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚒𝚛𝚌𝚕𝚎 𝚜𝚔𝚢-𝚑𝚒𝚐𝚑 𝚋𝚞𝚒𝚕𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜, 𝚖𝚢 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚍 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚋𝚎 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚕𝚎 𝚋𝚞𝚒𝚕𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚊𝚙𝚜𝚎𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚎...